GOOD NEWS!

I DON'T KNOW WHY I GET A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT MY DOCTOR VISITS TO MY ONCOLOGIST.  I'VE BEEN FEELING GOOD AND HAVE NO COMPLAINTS ABOUT MY HEALTH.  I GUESS IT'S BECAUSE CANCER IS SUCH A SILENT KILLER AND BY THE TIME YOU FIND OUT THAT YOU HAVE IT, IT'S USUALLY BAD.

ANYWAY,  WHEN I GOT HOME DON WAS ANXIOUSLY WAITING FOR ME AFTER WORK.  WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE,  AND MY THUMBS UP, HE KNEW THAT ALL WAS GOOD.  HE WORRIES EVEN MORE ABOUT MY VISITS TO THE DOCTOR.  I CALLED TAMI AT WORK AND TOLD HER THE GOOD NEWS.  SHE WORRIES EVEN MORE, THAN HER DAD AND I ,  ABOUT WHAT THE DOCTORS GOING TO TELL ME!

I DO FEEL SO BLESSED.  MAYBE PART OF THIS IS BECAUSE I JUST LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TO THE SAME CANCER  THAT I HAD.  JANET WAS DIAGNOSED WITH STAGE 3 COLON CANCER 4 MONTHS AFTER I HAD BEEN DIAGNOSED.  SHE LOST HER BATTLE THE END OF JANUARY THIS YEAR.  WE WERE GOING TO BEAT THIS DISEASE TOGETHER BUT IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE.

I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE DIED AND I LIVED.  I DID PUT MY LIFE IN THE LORDS HANDS AND I KNEW THAT IF I WASN'T ASSIGNED TO DEATH, I WOULD LIVE.

 I'VE BEEN READING A LOT OF BOOKS ON AFTER DEATH EXPERIENCES LATELY AND I KNOW THAT THE SPIRIT GOES ON TO A WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL AND DELIGHTFUL WORLD.  I KNOW THAT JANETS  MISSION WAS OVER ON THIS EARTH AND THAT IS WHY SHE LEFT.  I CAN PICTURE HER SO HAPPY AND OUT OF PAIN.  BEING WITH HER LOVED ONES AGAIN THAT HAD PASSED ON, MUST HAVE BEEN A WONDERFUL REUNION.

I DON'T FEAR DEATH BUT I'M NOT READY TO LEAVE YET.  I STILL HAVE LOTS TO DO.  I ALSO DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY FAMILY HERE ON EARTH.  I LOVE BEING WITH THEM SO MUCH.  I ALSO WANT TO WATCH ALL MY GRANDCHILDREN GROW UP AND BEGIN TO HAVE CHILDREN OF THEIR OWN.

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR 3 WEEK CHRISTMAS GIFT FROM OUR DAUGHTERS AND THEIR FAMILIES.  THE END OF JUNE AND FIRST TWO WEEKS OF JULY,  WE ARE GOING TO BE IN VIRGINIA, NORTH CAROLINA,  NEW YORK AND MARYLAND.  A WEEK AT THE OUTER BANDS IS A FAMILY REUNION.  CAN'T WAIT!!!  SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO.